Ramblings

I'll wander around idly

Tracing patterns in the air

Wondering forever

I'll shut my eyes and stare

Listing things off carefully

Leaping before I look

Taking each step boldly

Thinking of how my hands shook

Still searching for silver linings

In all there is to see

Still trying to find something -

Still searching for me

In all the endless words

That swarm about my head

In all this endless world

That'll plague me till I'm dead

And all the things I told me

All I maintained to be true

Are all the things that I forget

Sitting here with you

Maybe that's alright

Maybe it never mattered anyway

Sitting here quietly 

I'll watch the patterns fray