Irregardless

There were holes before I met you

There will be holes when you are gone

Every night I'll sink to nothingness

And in the morning, greet the dawn 

I'm missing too many pieces 

My soul leaks through the cracks 

I'm running out of time again 

And the feelings only wax

I'll drown beneath the drippings 

I'll watch me disappear

I didn't move fast enough

And now I'm stranded here

Searching for silver linings 

In a sheet of gray sky

I'll grasp at them tightly

Never knowing how to say goodbye

I'll tear it all to pieces 

Rip until I can see blue

I'll pull myself together

Until I can't seep through

Every night I'll expand to eternity 

And in the morning, greet the dawn 

I was whole before I met you

I will be whole when you are gone