Rubble

I feel myself crumbling

Why - I don't know

It's just something that happens

Like how waters flow

Like the dimming of stars

Blackened by clouds

Rain pattering softly

Eternity enshrouds 

And when ends the rain -

Knowing it must

My soul shall replenish 

Yesterday shall rust

Hush now - for now

Echoes of fear

Attack not my thoughts

Reign terror not here

This too shall pass

I know that it will

Nothing lasts forever

Though there's rain on my sill

Wash it away

Or pretend it's not there

Maybe it won't matter

Or maybe I won't care

Rest easy - try

Echoes don't sleep

Thoughts needn't cycle but -

I always burrow in deep

My mind goes in circles

Each time that it rains

Still, I come back to the water

To fill up my veins 

How it surges in me

Acidic and vile

Now watch it spread out

Yet stay here awhile

Onward I'll look

Undiscovered I peer 

Caught up in the feeling

Of uncertainty and fear

Uncertain, yet sure

Life could never be so easy

Didn't I learn my lesson?

Empty out - let it fill me

Vast fractures covering

Echoing - I still don't know

Rain pours, demolishing 

Dust settles and starts to show -

Out of the rubble, better things will grow