Captivate

What shall I do now?

Oh, if only I knew

Uncertainty bathes my head

Like my thoughts of you

Don't want to think

In these silly circles anymore

Twirling in memories and dreams

Buried in rambling words from times before

Endings aren't definite

Time makes them a reality 

Only, I don't want it to

Observe how ridiculous I can be

Days will pass - I'll be fine
Reality will eventually dispel
All the heartache and memories
My pen wishes to tell

Advised against it - still I hoped

Though I knew you'd never be mine

I let myself wonder -

Could our fates intertwine?

Too dramatic and bookworm-ish 

Only, that's what I liked most about you

Said such wonderful things

And I wanted to believe they were true

You captivated me, and then you let me go too