Cast me down, lose your grip
It's all the same by now
Drinking poison, one more sip
All the things I thought I'd never allow
Have slowly come about
Drip by drip, drowning me in doubt
Slowly now, do not upset
The teetering towers of conjecture
Such impressively pitiful architecture
Can't escape them yet
Pick me up, bruise my skin
Tracing the circles still
All the things it could have been
Lost to a loss of will
Caught in past mistakes
Shame is all it takes
To push the faces down
Further and further into the dirt
Still pretending it doesn't hurt
To sink until you drown
Leave me here, one more time
Drawing further into myself constantly
After all, it's no crime
To pretend you never see
All the damage done
By and to everyone
Please, let us not upset
The deeply ingrained biases
Shrouded beneath weaponized piousness
Can't escape them yet
Let me know if you ever escape a mind set to lose.
ReplyDelete